Hello……..This one might be short because I have been having a lot of brain fog the past couple days. I tell ya, if it isnt my body giving out, its my brain. It is so weird, that Sjogrens Syndrome has an actual real symptom called “brain fog”, and that its common!!!!!! Here I thought it was because I had strawberrry blonde hair!! Guess I was wrong.
Today also brings with it bad fatigue…..like my legs feel like lead, and I kind of trip over my own feet at times because I am not picking my legs up totally. I was in the kitchen making toast and felt like I could NOT stand for one minute more. The humidity here in Minnesota is really bad this summer, and the dew point too. It is kicking me up the street, and down another right now. Oh if I could just go to bed right now, but NO…….I have to be at work. Thankfully, not running my tail off.
Yep, the brain fog ………Gosh, what was I going to write about tonight. I think something more uplifting than the past entries………Like OMG I am getting MARRIED in 9 days!!!!! In Vegas, ON Friday the 13th!!! It is gonna ROCK. I am so excited, but scared for the flight (which I have no idea why, I have never been afraid of anything like that really). I have our wedding and honeymoon all visioned in my head. I am marrying my soul mate, who is romantic, handsome, goofey, nerdy, gentle, strong willed, a great kisser, joke teller, a great dad………just to name a few qualities….all of which were a MUST for me. I am such a nerd when it comes to some things, and I am so glad I can be myself around Peter. I cant put into words how the mere mention of his name puts an insta-smile on my face. I can see his beautiful smile and calming eyes when I close my eyes. The way he looks at me sometimes brings tears to my eyes, there is SO much love in his eyes. I am so lucky (in the secular world), and so blessed by God in our Catholic world. Why do I mention the 2 worlds like that? Well, ask yourself that question……..??? Good one, huh?!
Our wedding is going to be small, only 10 guests. I am SO excited that my mom and my son are going to be able to come 🙂 That part was up in the air until about a month ago, and I really did NOT want to get married to my one and only and not have the other 2 most important people in my life there! Peter’s parents (whom I adore) , his 3 boys (my 3 step sons), and Pete’s brother and his fiance are going to be there as well. Thats it, close and personal. Ceremony, 1 hour cake and wine reception…..Yep!! Its gonna be a blast!!!!!!!!!! as Peter has put on our home computer screen saver….August 13, 2010—Be there!